Got it at last: Right now & how is my one time showtime. Act fast!

Truly it has been achieved
be it much belated
existentially relieved
by breakthrough elated

Been presumptive in perspective
same stodgy, rigid mistake
but since woke up, turned affective
much quicker on the uptake

This moment in this lifetime
whether in role calm or aghast
here & now is my showtime
in the part which I have been cast!

Long overdue to start my true role
old one been taking horrid a toll