Depth of soul plumbed, found bereft & numbed

My presence turned sallow
gotten gray & old
Insipid & shallow
shuffling like a troll

Seeking out quietude
and tranquility
scrounging each interlude
for sanguinity

Uneasily did plumb
the depth of my soul:
Found it still callow, numb
though perhaps bit droll?

In my youth I held higher hopes
than retire as one of Life’s dopes

How do I join a steadfast one?

Us Humans are a fickle lot
at least the ones this poor Earth got

On our Life’s fleeting one-way flight
fluctuates the scenery
between our chilly mind’s parched blight
and our warm heart’s greenery

With this forlorn Human Race I’m done
Tell, how do I join a steadfast one?

The mystery of hatching our own misery

Am a wreck in howling storm:
My old knees bit stiff to fold
poor heart runs chilled & warm
wrinkly hands too cold to hold

With ears worn thin and wary eye
I observe Life’s mystery:
Us humans (although we deny)
do hatch our own misery!

In a next life lets apply prudence
as well as ‘uncommon sense’ shrewdness

Once they lock-on women don’t dither

Whether blatant or demure
enticingly ardent
glistens feminine allure
perfectly in guardant

Watch how sprightly us men prance
nudged by a woman’s charm
a lovely lingering glance
rarely fails to disarm

When women stare men shall wither
once locked on women don’t dither

May I not crumble bereft!

Trend chasing & smart phone prattle
sound to me like empty rattle

It keeps fading my persistence
feeling drained & depleted
Asking haven’t I gone the distance
or am I just conceited?

May I just be left alone?
Chances of change long blown
feeble, soggy my backbone
Hope, once stout, long since flown

In what small time may still be left
please let me not crumble bereft!